Regrets & Favours

#Awesomeshake____________#Shirazian

This time I really got involved with love and separated completely from devoutness. I tore down my heart, I'm alive with something else and I burned the mind from the bottom up did the same with the heart and thoughts. People don't expect me to act like an ordinary human anymore, I fell in such reflection that not even the insane could think my thoughts; the insane have seen my craziness and run away from me with foaming mouths. I joined with death and I flew to the land of nothingness, my mind is totally annoyed with me today she tried to scare me as though I’d never seen her before. Why should I be afraid of her? I've dressed a different form for her, how can I be a treasure? I've been hidden in the corner because I care neither for the bowl of stars nor the table of fortune. For the poor I lick so many plates and fall in so much disgrace just because of the donkey's jealousy and evil eye. I’ve been engulfed by blood in the dungeon of flesh dragging my bloody shirt on the ground. I entered this world's jail for only one affair, otherwise where am I? Where is the jail? Whose goods did I steal? I am nourished by blood like an embryo inside the mother's womb. Man is born once, how many times have I’ll been born? Look at me carefully as long as you want still you won't recognize me, because you haven't seen enough of me. I have hundreds of attributes get in my eyes, look at me through my eyes, I have chosen a different mansion beyond the eyes, you're drunk with wine (Love) I’m drunk without it, you're a lover with a smile but I keep smiling without mouth or lips, I am such a funny bird that when I was hungry I flew from the meadow into a cage, there was no hunter no trap with friends so cage is better than the garden and meadow for the honour of Noor.* I stayed at the bottom of the well and I made my home there. Don't cry because of the suffering he gives you, don't complain because you're sick, I’ve bought these troubles by giving hundreds of sweet lives. The silkworm is busy knitting silk but Sheen listen to me I’m also a silkworm, I keep knitting trouble winding the silk of trouble, I’ve been decaying in the grave of flesh, go to my archangel who will blow the last trumpet for me. I will be resurrected, I’ve gone to pieces by sleeping in this grave of flesh no you should close your eyes by yourself like an experienced falcon, don't say you dress in heavy garments like a peacock kneel down in front of the doctor and ask for an antidote. Because, in this mighty trap I’ve drunk so much poison and so much poison that you'll be sweetened in front of the person who sells sweetmeats. Your soul will be light and sweet, I haven't heard anything but "come on" from the soul's sweetmeat, he makes you sweetmeat itself which is better than giving it to you. I haven't found any place to get the taste or to hear of the sweetmeats except from her lips. Be silent while talking, you may drop the sweetmeat from your mouth like me. Everyone else can get the smell without words and every unripened grape is yelling "Yaa Rasulallah (Sallaho Alayhe Wassalam) come help me, I’m crying from tastelessness and immaturity"

Really, we have opened your door now, so don't separate your friends from yourself and don't send them away. Don't worry about the one who separates her from you, don't dirty your clothes just stay clean and thanks to god with the strength of the religion in which I believe he did us a favour and gave us the power to praise him. Don't close your door then. Listen carefully when God says : Dear friend, Don't be sad I gave you wealth, I made you rich, don't deceive, don't cheat anyone, I gave you strength and power, made your heart brave, don't be afraid, don't love your name & your fame. My God open our hearts and increase our dignity, show us our full moon. I don't have any god but him (Allah). Every creature has received his help, his goodness, his kindness, and kept his promise. You don't deprive the one who comes after you, either the words smell heart and heart appears from the words so just say something which will be worth accepting, don't let the people around you down.

Noor* - (Azhar_S)

- Shirazian